My dear, unforgettable brothers Felix, Vladimiro and Rene:
If God permits this letter to reach you, it will be the first time in
18 months and 22 days that we can communicate. Nevertheless, through my
family, I have always heard about how you were doing.
I made each of you a Christmas card and knitted a small coverlet with
the logo of the group with my own hands, thanks to the help of a fellow
prisoner. I also made you cards for Valentine's Day, which I pray reached
you.
My main reason for writing is to inform you of my decision to go on a
hunger strike beginning on March 16, the date marking 20 months of
incarceration. If by that date we do not have a trial date, I will start a
hunger strike that will not end until we go to trial or until I go to my
tomb.
Of course, we always hold on to the hope that the solution of
unconditional liberty will occur.
Someone has spoken about the possibility that the authorities might
deport us. I believe that to achieve this end, they would have to take
extreme measures. They would have to shackle me or inject me with a
sedative against my will. I remain in my belief that the homeland belongs
to all of us.
Sufficient time has passed, and there have been enough postponements --
the time for liberty in this small prison will not wait. I picked the date
to allow the time for this letter to reach you so that we might arrive at
a consensus in joining me in this hunger strike, which of course, is only
one option. If we can all agree, we will announce our decision to the
world. I beg that none of you allows himself to be deceived if some people
tell you that one of us has called off the hunger strike, especially if
they say that it was I. I would prefer to receive the sacrament of extreme
unction than give up, and I am willing to be the martyr. All of you know
me well.
My brothers, I believe that we should not fear the shadows because
their presence means that a light shines from a place not far away. Our
struggle for our nation's democratization already has been marked by this
imprisonment. We have endured and passed a difficult test that will make
us individuals more persistent in our demands. Sometimes the path less
traveled is so for good reason.
I will be convinced of our cause's justice to my last breath. And if
history must be repeated because the first time we paid little attention,
then I am willing to take this path again.
I want you to think about my proposal. Analyze it. Above all, put
yourselves in my place. May God allow us to find consensus. The wait for
me is over.
I greet you with all the affection that we have professed for each
other from this horrible place that has nothing to do with me, this place
that is about to grant me a new university degree in the sciences of the
dustbin of life.
My brothers, even if we are sent to our deaths, we already have made a
mark in life, and we always will be a symbol to all of the world of
repression, despite the laughable defamation to which we have been
subjected by the regime.
May God permit us to be together forever in the struggle. With love,
Marta Beatriz (Roque Cabello)
`I am willing to be the martyr'
Occidental Prison for Women Manto Negro, Feb.
7, 1999.
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